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Recently...This thought came into my mind. Many people have
sacrificed themselves for others, thinking sacrifice themselves
for their loved one they are being a good person, thinking even
though nothing they will get back in return. It's still worth it.
But actually sacrifice yourself can only come from thoughts of
absolutely lack. Even though your thinking now is "I don't care,
I just want him/her to be happy. He/She's happy, nothing
worries me.", yeah, maybe your thinking now is meant to be this,
someday,or one of the day, when he/she hurt or neglect you, you
will tend to ask yourself, "I've done so many things, why..., why
he/she still treated me in this way." At this moment, your thoughts
is simply memories of what you've done for her before, despite
of so many sacrifices you've made but what you get is...nothing
good in return. That's right, one day you will realize, sacrificing
is just simply a excuse for you to treat them good. You don't
wish to sacrifice, you just want him/her. Those feelings do not feel
good and will eventually lead to resentment. There is abundance
for everybody and it is each person's responsibility to summon
their own desires. The job is you. Put yourself first, filled yourself
up, before you can give something to anybody.....